Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Pure Craziness
So in my last blog I talked about having feelings for 2 guys. Well let's just say they are close to each other. One knows about the other and the other doesn't. It can get awkward at times but I just don't know what to do. I care about them both. I almost ended up with #1 the other night, but circumstances didn't allow me to go to his house. Which I guess was for the best because I did end up with #2 over the weekend and that's where pure craziness came from. Drunk and doing bad things with people around! I don't know what's up with me sometimes. I don't know why I let things get this far. Why fall in love with someone who can't love you back? #1 possibly could, but why is he with someone else? #2 also possibly could but won't for sure because of #1 and also because he is just not ready to settle down. I know I'm not the only one he sees so why do I even bother? Yes, the sex is that good, but is it worth getting my heart broken?
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Again... just me being honest...
ReplyDeleteThere are a handful of rules I've always follwed when it comes to dating; especially falling inlove.
#1 - don't date any two people that know each other
#2 - never, and I repeat never date a brother or cousin or other family member of your friends, cause if it ends it ends for everyone
#3 - never date your friends ex boyfriends either... thats just gross
you're answering your own questions already. If you have to ask "is it worth getting my heart broken?" ... then of course the answer is no. especially if it was 100% preventable in the first place.
So true, I do agree with you here. Another one I've come to peace with. It's over and done with. #1 is hard in a small town LOL! And #2 and #3 are so right...
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